I didn't realize it until tonight at dinner, but today is three months until my due date. We had Chinese food tonight and Hutch & Brady both found this fortune in their cookies:
"Remember three months from this date. Good things are in store for you."
What good things could possibly be in store for me in 3 months? My pain will still be here, my girls will still not be here, I just don't know that anything will be better in 3 months. I know this is just a piece of paper wrapped up in a cookie, but did we have to get them today? Did it have to say in 3 months? I know that Sophia & Ellie would not have even been born on their due date. I probably would have had a scheduled c-section much earlier than this, but still this made for a very rough evening. Just think how I would be if those fortunes were in MY cookie!
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