Still at the beach. Having a decent time. Have been able to find some joy through all of my sadness. Went to dinner tonight. Who walks in?? Identical twin girls with curly hair (Emma has curly hair and I am sure my girls would have too.) All I could think about is "Would Sophia & Ellie look like this at that age?" and the inevitable..."Why them and not me???" Luckily they sat far, far away and I did not have to see them again. "Sighhhhh"
Hi...I am Tina, wife to Hutch, my very best friend, who I would be lost without and mother to four wonderful children. Our super smart son Brady is 13, our precious daughter Emma is 6, and we have beautiful identical twin girls, Sophia & Ellie. Our world was forever changed when we lost our twins on April 25, 2009. This blog is part of my "recovery" as I figure out how to live without two of my children here with me.