Thank you so much for all your kind words and support after my last post. Hearing that I wasn't being irrational and my feelings were normal was a big relief to me. My sil e-mailed me yesterday to ask if she had done something to upset me. (Her timimg makes me wonder if she is reading, but I don't think so...that would be too obvious!) It was a very sweet message where she expressed not wanting to hurt me any further with her news. I knew this was the case and explained to her (the best I could) that pregnancies in general are hard for me to cope with (you all know that even my own has been difficult for me to accept) and that I was a little hurt that she didn't come to me with her news. I also told her that I don't expect other people to understand what would be best for me and that sometimes I don't even know! So everything is fine, I feel much better and I think she does too. Thanks again...I don't know what I would do without all of you out there and I am glad that I don't have to know. xx
Hi...I am Tina, wife to Hutch, my very best friend, who I would be lost without and mother to four wonderful children. Our super smart son Brady is 13, our precious daughter Emma is 6, and we have beautiful identical twin girls, Sophia & Ellie. Our world was forever changed when we lost our twins on April 25, 2009. This blog is part of my "recovery" as I figure out how to live without two of my children here with me.