sil

Thank you so much for all your kind words and support after my last post. Hearing that I wasn't being irrational and my feelings were normal was a big relief to me. My sil e-mailed me yesterday to ask if she had done something to upset me. (Her timimg makes me wonder if she is reading, but I don't think so...that would be too obvious!) It was a very sweet message where she expressed not wanting to hurt me any further with her news. I knew this was the case and explained to her (the best I could) that pregnancies in general are hard for me to cope with (you all know that even my own has been difficult for me to accept) and that I was a little hurt that she didn't come to me with her news. I also told her that I don't expect other people to understand what would be best for me and that sometimes I don't even know! So everything is fine, I feel much better and I think she does too. Thanks again...I don't know what I would do without all of you out there and I am glad that I don't have to know. xx