Today was a terrible day. Every morning is crazy around here...trying to get all of us out of the house and to school on time is no easy task! We barely made it today, and then as I was walking to my classroom I see it...a double stroller. Inside the double stroller were two sweet baby girls, with adorable bows in their hair, and just as cute as can be. It hurt, I know I've said it before, but it just hurts. Why can't that be my life? Why? I don't understand. The vision of those little lovelies has been in my head all day and the tears have been in my eyes.
Wishing you were here with us Sophia & Ellie. xo
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16 hours ago
I'm so sorry. I wish they were with you as well. Two year old girls do the same thing to me.
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My husband and I went out to the pub for drinks with his group of coworkers last night. (None of whom showed up. :p) Along comes a couple with a baby girl. "I can't even go to the pub for a drink without seeing a baby!" - my hubby. It's cruel reminders like that that are so hard to deal with. That should be us going out to the pub for a nice casual dinner with baby Julia with nana and paa, and baby Evan in his stroller sleeping beside the table... *sigh*
ReplyDeleteMany hugs, Tina - I know that did hurt. I've had things similar to hit me before like that - it feels like a flashback, a flashback to those earliest days of grief. Sometimes I was prepared, most times not. You're in my heart.xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteI wish they were with you too... Hugs...
ReplyDeleteOh Tina. I'm sorry. Twin girls hurt my heart a little too. I just so wish I could have my little G with me and I wish that you could have your precious Sophia and Ellie here in your arms. Much love xo
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you have to feel that pain. x
ReplyDeleteOh those things that we see that take us back in time...it does hurt, suppose it always will. We will always miss our babies.
ReplyDeleteMuch Love and so sorry that you are hurting.
Sorry you have to feel that hurt.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that happened!! Hugs to you sweet friend! I wish the bad days would stop. Did you see that I put you on my 100th blog post? I'm doing two giveaways and one if from you!! :)
ReplyDeleteWishing they were with you too...hugs to you always.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you with their due date coming up again and I also remember you had a miscarriage about this time last year. :( Sending love and remembering Sophia and Ellie.
ReplyDeleteSending you hugs.
ReplyDeleteIm so sorry, Tins. I know tht feeling all too well. Actaully, my next post is going to be similar. Sending hugs, and less crazy-day-vibes!
ReplyDelete((hugs)) Remembering Sophia and Ellie
ReplyDeleteThose damn double strollers. They are everywhere. I can hardly even look at craigslist because I freak out when I just see the words" Twin stroller!" "had twins getting rid of all our stuff!". It's just so unfair. I still get e-mail from the local Moms of Multiples. I've tried to get off the mailing list a billion times.
ReplyDeleteIt's like a punch in the gut.
BIG hugs to you, my friend. We love you.